Once Upon A Time

So this is a random post which i hardly ever do. But i just happened to just sitt and read my blog for a while from the beginning of this year to now. I could compile a novel of my life from this thing...i crack up, i teared up, i got mad again, and it was all beautiful. The memories. The heartbreaks. The adventures. Life is what you make it and right now aside from the mundane things (rehearsals) i really have nothing to complain about. I am finally content with my love life, where i am physicaly, and my friends rock. Things could be worse i could be dead. But I am not. And my life could be worse. I could be alone. But once again, i am not.

Friends come and go but you know what the ones that matter are always there. and i think i finally have found that set. And also i think i finally have realized love is there for me but i have to wait and i know what i am waiting for and it is coming closer and closer. I made the realization as i read my blog. There is one person who always lifts me up when boys get me down and it is the one guy i have had the best relationship with ever and it isn't even a physical relationship yet. He lives across the Atlantic Ocean, but that is ok i think we both finally have come to terms with the fact we were meant for each other and that we will never be happy till we are together. One of the reasons i am moving to England not the main one but it is a deciding factor now. It is an adventure in itself and i love adventures and challenges...and our love is strong, people! I think i can finally stop searching and accept the fact that he is the one, because nothing better has been found and i have had physical relationships and i am still not extremely happy. I just have to talk to him and i beam...i haven't even touched him yet, and he is my world. I think about him all the time even when we were both dating other people.
Only one person has made me think other wise about him and he can't commit to a relationship right now for the fact he is moving and can't do the long distance thing. Brit boy didn't think he could either but he keeps coming back to me and i keep going back to him, so there is definitely a pull between the two of us. And it keeps getting stronger.
So this post was supposed to be random but i guess i had more to say than i thought. And i thought for a moment that the title wouldn't fit this post now but it does, cause every fairy tale love story starts with the cliche line "Once Upon A Time..." and this is my own fairy tale so why not title it as such. "Once upon a time there was an ocean and it separated two lovers.....one day they would meet....this is their story."