So I am always talking about him on here well…I think it may be over for real. And I am dying inside. His reasoning is that he can realistically be with me and I feel like it is cause he has a hard time seeing the future. I am sorry but who said the future isn't realistic? NO ONE! And if he is reading this I am meaning no offense…you know I vent on here. I am mad I am furious right now and I think I have every right to be but at the same time I am still in love with you…you did this once before…so I think you just need me to back off let you get your life in order and just be a friend. Once I get to England we will see where we both are. All I am saying is I love you and it won't change and while it is not feesible now for us to be together, you shouldn't just kill your future. I know I make you happy because you wouldn't keep coming back if that were the case and while you may have felt guilty most people don't try to show affection unless there is still something there…I am sorry but in reality these are facts. People just aren't guilted into affection. But you know what I don't care…I am your friend first and I am ok with that and whatever happens will happen. But I still have hope…even if you gave up on it.
Skin Battles.
12 years ago
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