If You Were Gay

i think tonight i lost hope in gay men. i think i now only know two other gay men with the same morals as i have. I am sorry that i don't sleep with everyone who would let me in bed with them. NO STIRNGS ATTACHED is a sorry excuse for being a slut...the one person i have ever had a relationship with that i actually thought was genuine tonight told me he thought our first night together was going to be a NSA thing and yet he was the one who asked me out...oh and then dumped me too....IRONIC ISN"T IT......FUCK IT!
American gays don't get it. They think if you have a dick you will just jump in bed i am sorry i started out liking girls and i didn't just hop in bed with them either...i was brought up that sex is a special thing between you and someone you really care about...it has to have meaning...i mean fooling around is one thing but even to me there has to be some kind of connection before i will do anything. I am so shocked to be finding out that people think it is just a friendly thing....it is not not in my book...i am sorry if i sound prudish but it just the way i feel.

Another thing that pisses me off. Why are people so shallow that they have to have a "type" i really couldn't tell you what my type is....i have dated so many different kinds of people...it is annoying to think i can't have a chance at someone because they only date jocks....SHUT UP YOU SHALLOW DIPSTICK (you don't deserve anyone.) I am sorry if this pushes buttons but i can't stand shallow people.

Once again aggravation has brought me to post for the first time in a while.