KIDS

so i love my job don't get me wrong...but i hate whiners. This summer has made me realize...if i ever have kids i need then to skip the age where they whine all the time. That was just a PSA. So go on with your lives!

The Facebook Song

So ok....i may have made a starteling realization tonight. Not sure i am happy about it either. So i have a boyfriend. Yes we have met, and we have spent alot of time together. But i have seen him once since i have been back to GA from NOLA. That was a week ago, and now our July 4th weekend plans are shot cause he was in a car accident today. I was really worried about him but now i am worried that our relationship is doing a reverse affect and becoming an online relationship...we talk on facebook, skyp, and through texts all the time. I physically see him once in a while. And now with his car being down who knows when i will see him again before school....ugh

Stuck In Nutural

Ok so i was one of 30 people who got to hear the song that is my title today at today's first work shop of Morals: Keep Your Thoughts Quiet.

It is a new musical that will hit the public eye in Feburary 2011. Not on Broadway quite yet but in the world of Fayette County Georgia. My close friend is writer and director of the show, Stephanie Tabacco. I am going to help her in the creative sense on the sets or costumes she hasn't told me which yet.

The show is about a girl with a mental illness that causes her to lash out and hurt others physically and her relationship with a boy she hurt four years before their friendship began. The boy who is deaf in one ear and mute due to one of the girls fits, is deeply in love with her despite what happened. The girl however is scared to return the affection because she know her condition is dangerous to those around her.

The show consists of many characters and their consciences. The main girl has two however a good and bad which is part of her illness. The boy's conscious is his audible voice where as he only speaks in sign language. The show is a reflection on society and how everyone has a moral to their story whether good or bad whether we make it or whether it makes us.

If you are curious about the goings on of this show and our progress please click the link below:

http://www.wix.com/stephanietobacco/moralsthemusical

Anything Can Happen

So today i have been sending random texts saying "i miss u" and i sent one to my dear friend Allison Klem...who is better known as Peaches Galore in some circles lol. Anyway...she read my last post and asked how things are going....to be honest they are going swimmingly and i made a mountain out of a mole hill. Jake and i are doing grand it is 2 weeks going now. And i took him out in public to meet my friends last night and i think they approved. I adore him he makes me smile and laugh and he is sweet to me.

Well now summer really begins i just got back from my trip to New Orleans it was fantastic. I ate so much great food there. I would go back just to eat and listen to music. Pics will be on Facebook soon.

I am also happy to announce my laptop is fixed so i will be online more often than i have in the past few weeks.

Oh and the last news is i go back to work tomorrow and i am so excited....i miss my kids and making money....but this summer is going to be a summer of saving. i am going to london next may and i am paying for it myself alone cause i am going on my own not on study abroad....all may spending it with my friend Timon in London.

Well that is an update on life right now.

Without You

So i am in a relationship aain...and in one day i may have managed to fuck it all up. I forget not everyone things the way i do and that one Facebook status could ruin hopes.

So i am leaving to go on vacation next weekend, o big deal right....well it can be when you tell your boyfriend you are so excited to get to hang out with him next week and then turn around and say "i wish i was leaving for new orleans tomorrow instead of waiting a whole nother week at home...time to hang out with people" I know i sounded so enthused to hang out with people (sarcasm) but the thing is i am really excited to see my boyfriend and hang out with him and other friends but now he is mad because he couldn't see my enthusiasm because it was slightly laced with disdain for the fact i wanna go on vacation now but can't but I would take him with me on vacation if could.

Why i am i dumbass and say things without thinking who they might hurt eventhough i didn't think it would hurt anyone.

I adore you Jake and hope this is just a speed bump.