One Short Day

So last Thursday was my Birthday! I am now 20 and a week old! I am old...just admit it, I know it is the truth. I had the best birthday ever this year. I pretty much had a week long celebration....everything went the way it should. My actual B-day was spent with friends and family. My parents came down for the night and took me and about 12 friends to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner (I just finished the left over wings two nights ago...Yum!) It was perfection i got to spend it with my besties of my life! The pictures taken were numerous. After dinner and cake (provided by my Mom's co-worker...another YUM!) me and my friends went and caused mayhem at the local Toys R Us. Glorious, I know! Then we all went back to my dorm and watched Frankenstein and the Bride of Frankensein....as part of my month long celebration of Monster Movie Marathon (This weekend it is Hocus Pocus, Carrie, The Blair Witch project and more!) Well that was my actual birthday...the following day was spent shopping with my friend Kelly. So much fun and My halloween costume is now complete thanks to this trip. It was fun and i had Sushi that night too which was delicious....!!!!!! The best part of the weekend madness was Saturday...if you are standing while reading this...SIT DOWN!!!! So me and my friend Jamie Packed our backs friday night and at 9 AM Saturday morning we started the long trek to Charlotte, NC. Why you ask? Well we had the idea a few weeks back to go to this concert entitled the Gravediggers ball...why again you ask? Well because ....get ready for it.....the backstreet Boys were perfoming. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS THE MOST AWESOME EXPERIENCE I HAVE EVER HAD. We had to dress up for it because it was a costume concert. She went as a sexy army girl and i went as Edward Cullen. Two bands played before the boys. Priscilla Renea and a MJ tribute band called Who's Bad....then it was the wonderfullness known as the Backstreet Boys. I am so excited that they are touring again. Well after the concert we headed back. We got back to columbus around 6am after stopping twice to nap and getting pulled over in SC for going 19 over (we got a warning was all...nice Police officer). Now it is back to reality and normality and auditions in like four or five hours.....AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! So must go finish preparing and hope everyone has a wonderful day!

Crazy For You

Why!? Why won't you just open up to me why won't you just talk to me. Don't be scared of me...what happened that night was out of character for me i still question what was going on in my head...and now you are scared to hang out with me alone....i like you so much you couldn't possibly know and you have me dangling by a string. I would bend over backwards. I just want to embrace you for hours and talk like we used to...but nope no more. You have become harder to read, you won't open up. I wish you would try again but no you won't, you are too scared and i am to worried to confront you about it because i don't know what to say. You are cute but disagree with me...i want to give up on you but i can't seem to. I just wish you understood...but you don't. I am crazy for you Michael.

There's a Fine Fine Line

So i don't understand guys...one day they are head over heels for you the next they get scared and just want to be friends why is that? Well to tell you the truth it is getting to be really old really fast in my life...i am finding more guys to be scared to be with me because i am too nice to them...wtf people....i am really confused don't people want to be with someone who is always gonna be there for them, to be polite to them, be able to have a good time with them, and feel safe with them....well someboys are just strange i guess but i am always getting dumped because i "am too good for them" HELLO I DON'T CARE i want to be with you. it doesn't matter if you have done bad things in your past, or have a really bad home life....i like you it shouldn't matter should it...i like you for who you are now and someone i think you should be should have been or need to be....i like you for you...so please quit being dumb.